bouncing around the few days i missed

hey hey hey...lol it's been a while since i blogged anyways...

for the past few weeks,days,minutes,seconds everything was filled with drama,romance,and so much more i really dunno what to do with my life anymore...anyways i'll take it one step at a time so no one gets confuse...anyways...

for the past two weeks i went for drinks with some family than met up with the cutest guy and some friends...

then two days later i went for a bbq party got close and met up with some friends who i havent seen in such a long time...

then had church practice for some concert thingy which is so beautiful and it's tonight!!! help!! im having butterflies...

anyways i dont wanna write much i gotta go everything and my whole life is falling apart people not agree-ing with me and jules so basically everything is over with me i guess lol...

cant wait for everything to be alright again...

7th December 2008

yay!!a day closer to christmas the dance around the tree christmas stories and misletoe kisses omg i can't wait...i just can't take it any longer...anyways i did go to gurney in the end yesterday and saw the cutest christmas deco ever...oh and i heard something i still can't believe...how a simple kiss becomes a night of hot sex...common FYI to whom ever it may concern i don't kiss and tell but u know who u are and im saying this now ur kisses suck u kiss like a dead frog and ur tounge sticks out like a dead fish what is wrong with u lying about a kiss is real lame...common and this happened ages ago...and dude u sucked so bad at kissing i think u would be worst in bed...i swore to myself i wouldn't mention names to help these people spare their dignity...eventhough the don't do anything for me instead make up a lie...

anyways today was awesome i walk alone and had the time of my life walking down memory lane of jules when he was here just recently songs that were on too was just simply fantasic anyways other then that...i had the craziest time ever laughing my head off with all the christmas preparations like dressing scruffy(a dog) with the christmas hat and all...oh and he was sleeping with it and all it was so cute...we went out for dinner and now im just stuck online waiting for my baby...anyways till next time for more deeps

u know u love me xoxo

-twest-

6th December 2008

i'm going nuts...everywhere i turn,everything i do,whatever i pick up,watch,read is all about love...what's wrong with me...i miss jules too much...i'm trying to hold on so i don't go insane.But i have to admit i'm loosing it already...anyways enough about that today is a new day...(pretty corny) lol

anyways today...

started off late...came back from a party at almost 1 in the morning went online stayed online till about 3 then i slept when i woke up the first thing i did was go online to see if jules was there but i forgot he had to be somewhere so he wasn't online...but about an hour later he came online...ok weird im only talking about him...

anyways after all that i was in the christmas-hyper mood again sang christmas songs like i never did before...counting down the days till christmas seriously i can't wait...all my cousins are coming home...i love them all so much well maybe it's cause they were always there for me when every tear of sorrow that i had they were there and they cought every single one of it...it's good to know u have family when ur friends backstab u...lol

anyways i think i will be going to gurney though one of these days hopefully or maybe disappear again like i normally do...lol

till then

u know u love me

-twest-

5th December 2008

it's rather funny everytime someone askes me how is my day or how is everything going well normally if someone is not attention seeking then they would be like :'ouh, it's going great everything is all fine... thanks for asking what about u.'

but guess what people no one ever gives the deeps on what's going on in the day whether it is good or bad.well i am not attention seeking so blogging about it seems to be ok atleast i dont tell anyone but people reads it.

anyways today...

seeing love birds everywhere made me feel lonely even though i have a special someone well technically almost *(cheeky grins) anyways yeah finding this world to be sometimes a friendly place and sometimes a living hell is not suprising.

so anyways morning...i had the morning christmas cheer with the songs playing and christmas cake for breakfast...then went to the laptop and started chatting with*caughs* someone then later on had dance...

after that went for a walk up the hill and then went for church pratice which eventually was cancelled so went all the way for no reason then went for a party...mahesh,tasha ang,bianca,bernice,marylin,shane,scott,jomanda,nil and so on...quite alot actually so naming a few i could remember...

pretty simple day though some parts of the day meant alot to me oh i learnt something today

*THE WORLD JUDGES THE DRESS BUT THE FAMILY JUDGES THE MAN*

well basically that means the world is a mean place they judge u without knowing u but the family or people u know judges u inside out...i love all my friends i do but spending time with them is kinda hard to do now a days so whoever is reading im sorry if i dont spend time with u it's just i've been so busy with family and wanting to be there for my baby*(someone special not a real baby)which has drove me completely insane cause i miss so much...

so thats all the crazy-ness i have for today...

till then u know u love me xoxo

-twest-