6th December 2008

i'm going nuts...everywhere i turn,everything i do,whatever i pick up,watch,read is all about love...what's wrong with me...i miss jules too much...i'm trying to hold on so i don't go insane.But i have to admit i'm loosing it already...anyways enough about that today is a new day...(pretty corny) lol

anyways today...

started off late...came back from a party at almost 1 in the morning went online stayed online till about 3 then i slept when i woke up the first thing i did was go online to see if jules was there but i forgot he had to be somewhere so he wasn't online...but about an hour later he came online...ok weird im only talking about him...

anyways after all that i was in the christmas-hyper mood again sang christmas songs like i never did before...counting down the days till christmas seriously i can't wait...all my cousins are coming home...i love them all so much well maybe it's cause they were always there for me when every tear of sorrow that i had they were there and they cought every single one of it...it's good to know u have family when ur friends backstab u...lol

anyways i think i will be going to gurney though one of these days hopefully or maybe disappear again like i normally do...lol

till then

u know u love me

-twest-